My heart and soul are slowly fading. I have zero interest to work at this humble media company. There are no more laughs, no fun and going to be a plain boring workplace. The pressure is high, not because the loaded of work, but the personal problem of my employer really change the atmosphere. Usually I’m among the earliest to come at the office but now I don’t care anymore. For those who know what going on here also will make their nerves fast. It’s totally not cool with the hypocrisy, lies, scandals and money-mattered driven.
I’m sincerely apologize for those who being the victim. I can feel that my days are numbered, weather I quitting or else. Here at my workplace, it’s a learning process to study the character of people. For those are appear good are not actually are. Remembering the days that my life full of laugher, high spirit and unstoppable. Now everything I feel is so wrong. Not because of my erroneous instinct, but it’s the vibe that that I feel. It’s not really a dollar that I’m looking for, as the typical pisce that highly sensitive, im looking for the joy and fun of my life. I never take things very seriously. I believe in ‘Rezeki it’s from Allah, not from people’. Now off to think about my future undertaking and update my resume. Really, my heart isn’t here no more.
*In memory of Nazirah, Mukhriz and Khairul. May Allah bless your good heart and grant the wisdom and strength for continuing the journey of life.
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