The infatuation will end

To obsess with somebody is really not a good thing. It will end up being hurt. I waited for a week last Saturday to see that beautiful smile again, but it was pointless. My day started to gloom, its ok maybe I will find someone better, with better smile that can makes my heart beats fast. I must say that the infatuation will end, and I will wait for someone better, and I hope it’s worth waiting. The funny thing is I found my secret admirer in the same club. That’s long story that I will tell you later.

The worst thing that I can do to someone that I fancy or admire is standing still and smile. I’m too terrified to come any closer, not because I can’t handle rejection in fact I take rejection very well, there is something that stopped me or maybe I don’t want to look desperate. Well it takes two for it to work, maybe next time I have to learn to be more courageous and act rightfully. It’s a lesson for me actually. And I still hoping to see that beautiful smile again but I must say that the infatuation will end because I don’t want to end up in same old story.